Surviving

Wow, two posts in one day! What does that tell you about the kind of week I've been having, lol.

The living situation is stressing out L already. When he's upset, I'm upset, because I get to hear all about it.

I must be having a selfish streak, but it's hard to go to work to support another family while they get to sleep in. We wanted them to have somewhere to sleep until they found a place but they are not looking! When they are looking, it's too small, I don't like the landlord, I don't want to live on that street! The arrangement can be tolerated for a week or two, but after that, I fear friendships may be lost.

I want to help out, but not be taken advantage of.

I am VERY afraid that the longer they stay, L may change his mind about wanting children! I just couldn't handle that.

I'm gonna give it til the end of next week. Please pray for me. Pray that I can remain patient, but help them to help themselves.

They're nice people. I could see becoming good friends, but I'm afraid I may lose that.

Please pray our agency doesn't find out and place Soyoung with another family.

Thanks, I promise try and write something happier tomorrow.