Accident

Anyone hear of that 50 car pileup near Tampa, FL? Stepson was in that accident. He didn't wear a seatbelt and went through tbe windsheild. His head got pretty banged up. Yesterday morning he had bleeding from the brain and had to have a 5 hour operation, which ended up taking 8 hours. He's stable. Not sure when L will be healthy enough to travel there. His ex also had her baby girl the day before, and her other child is sick too.

I've been having really bad headaches, but I also stopped the BCP this week, so maybe they're related, or it's stress. I had an appointment tomorrow, but gonna have to cancel because need to take Smiley back to the doctor. He's been fighting a cold about a month(already took him in once). He's on breathing treatments but still not sounding good.

In other adoption news, Smiley's bio mom's friend is pg. They just tpr'd her other three children and she "may"(possibly) let us adopt it rather that letting her baby go into the system. It's a longshot though, but we'll see. We met her visiting Smiley's mom and she seemed impressed that we were kind enough to let Smiley visit her.

Someone L knows is pastor of a church opening an orphanage in Peru, so that could be a remote possiblity too.

I'm not saying we won't take anymore from the state, but I'm really hoping to have a baby and it be legally mine. The waiting and worrying is starting to wear me down, especially after the situation with Bubbles.