Placement Dream
As promised, my dream last night:
I was asked by our home development worker(not the child's caseworker) to take a 7 month old baby girl. The last thing I remember is begging L to let me take her. Then I woke up.
Strange now that we're pursuing adoption, my pregnancy dreams has transformed into new foster/adopt placement dreams.
Why 7 months old? Is God trying to tell me I can't handle the lack of sleep from a newborn?
Let me tell you, I wanted this baby. BADLY!
I can't wait until my other bedroom is freed(SY's room) so I can get back on the list.
Still loving baby N though, but he needs a younger sister. The longer he goes having me to himself the harder it will be for him to accept another baby.
I was asked by our home development worker(not the child's caseworker) to take a 7 month old baby girl. The last thing I remember is begging L to let me take her. Then I woke up.
Strange now that we're pursuing adoption, my pregnancy dreams has transformed into new foster/adopt placement dreams.
Why 7 months old? Is God trying to tell me I can't handle the lack of sleep from a newborn?
Let me tell you, I wanted this baby. BADLY!
I can't wait until my other bedroom is freed(SY's room) so I can get back on the list.
Still loving baby N though, but he needs a younger sister. The longer he goes having me to himself the harder it will be for him to accept another baby.
posted by Lisa @ 11:27 AM
2 Comments:
At 9:32 AM,
Julie said…
He will be fine whenever you get another child- no worries- kids are resiliant! my mom had four of us in a 10 year span. we all got over it! :) ha!
At 1:19 PM,
x said…
I hope you get everything your heart desires.
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